Well, again I've been tardy, and honestly haven't really felt like blogging for a very long time.
Lately, it seems that there is no reason to be here; my mind wanders hopelessly most of the time and I have no purpose. WTH???
My opinions are as strong as ever, but just don't seem to make it into print. All web passions are gone and there is no direction.
When I was working (shudder), there was at least some sort of direction that needed to be followed; now, left to my own devices, I just spin around. I hate not being able to go outside and work; inside offers no bid deal, except to play with Oscar and Quin.
I waste so much time on the 'net. Just looking up all sorts of stuff, some of which holds no interest at all.
The same old feelings about retiring on the shorts are still here. I can't talk about them, as no one wants to hear them. Sometimes, not even me.
We're worse off financially now then ever before, and it still pisses me off!
Moving to Nevada was a perfect plan that just went to hell, and I didn't know about it until it was too late.
Now, money is tight, to the point that I don't even suggest spending but a very small amount now and then.
I've wanted to do something to bring in some $$, but can't concentrate long enough or frequently enough to get something going. At the end of the day, I've just wasted the day, it seems.
Wife went back to work, knowing full well that it is probably necessary, but it still doesn't resonate fully with me. My plan was to have us BOTH retired with plenty of money and no debt.
Now we have record debt and TWO mortgages.
No sense in recording anymore, as she finds these things now and then, so I'll just continue to hold it all inside.
Shit.
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