Another sleepless week

Another week, all the way to Thursday.
Not happy.
All I do is try to stay awake, skip the shit news on FB and look to see what the hell is going on.
The weather is pretty nice, though.  Blue, breeze, pretty, anything anyone could want.
I think I'll go try to water some plants.  Gonna take some doing, though.
Bye.
Back again.  This is Friday and there is still little I can do owing to my physical disabilities.  Had breakfast, and posted good numbers before hand.  Have to go get my snack, I guess.  Time flies.  More celery and peanut butter.  Darned good snack, but it isn't everything in life.  I miss enjoying life. Today my legs are darned near totally shot.  Can hardly walk, but feel guilty sitting down of taking a nap.
I DO know that these are supposed to be the best years of our lives, but that's a bunch of crap.  My liver essentially ended when we were still in LV and having a good time.  Everything has gone downhill since then, and I truly resent it.  Always will.  
When I recall all the years that have been stolen from us and the future destroyed before our eyes, it makes me angry 24/7, just as it has since we pulled out of the driveway on Harmonize.
As you know, we were robbed, raped, swindled and left for dead; all so that fucking son of hers could have a place to fuck his girlfriend.
High and dry so that he could continue to have anything he wanted all times included.  Spoiled little bastard.  Gimme, gimme, gimme.  Fuck him.
Then, he decides to ask for OUR help for his campaign.  Spent way too much time/money last time to get him into office (never a "Thank you").
Tonight, The Roo will be going over to sign wave at Francis and Maple with him.   She asked me if that was ok.  What the hell COULD I say.  I don't know when she'  be home tonight.
We have been cheated out of the rest of  our lives and I'm fully pissed.  I worked to long and too hard to be ending up like this.  Crashing and burning while everyone else has a good time.
I'm trapped on  the top floor of this house and have been for years on end.  Unjust.